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-=He's sitting quietly, bare chested as usual but he has a serious expression on his face.=-

There are people who... helped me over the past several days.

-=There's a solemn head bow=-

I thank you. Even if you did not have your will, I will honor you in what you did.

And there may be misunderstandings? I will speak with any one who may be confused by my actions. I do not wish any bad blood between any of us.

[[action threads are welcome for those people he has to speak to because he necked with them while he was in a lustful state.]]

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-=He nods again, shifting slightly.=-

Love is strong. It brings us together. I know you have not Danced. Taken on a First. For humans it would mean to have sex with another. I had taken my First five turns ago. -=He smiles slightly.=- One day, you will find someone to be your First. If what you believe love to be truth for you means you no longer with to be with me, I understand.

-=He bows his head slowly.=- I do not wish for you to change in thought that would make me happy.

Of course love is strong. Of course it's important. It's one of the most important things in the world. [She closes her eyes, tilting her head longingly.] But what's even more important than that is to stick by the people you care about.

I don't think it would feel right to have a boyfriend who has his eyes on other people, but... [She looks up at him, head still tilted allowing her to see his face even though it's bowed. She tries not to look upset. It's really not fair to him.] Eating muffins by the fire like this, there's nothing wrong with that, right?

-=He had a feeling that this is what the outcome would be. He still smiled, but there was sadness in his eyes. For him, the bond of people and love are the same thing.=-

It is not wrong. -=He looks up, pulling his hair away from his face.=-

My sorrow, little one. I cannot be who you wish me to be.

[Mako has platonic love and romantic love completely separated in her books, probably for her own sanity. Friends score higher than love interests on her priorities list.

When he apologizes, she's quick to shake her head, frantically waving her hands, palms facing him, back and forth to illustrate that's not what she means.]

Don't apologize for something like that! Please! [That makes it worse.] I don't want you to be anybody but you!