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[golden_hawke]

-=Hawke's PCD is turned on by the Powers That Be and he's busy scraping something that's not in the line of the camera's sight. It looks like he's really working hard and is breaking out in a sweat. Another interesting thing with the shirtless (and pantless, but we're not going there) man is that his skin is stained in a deep brown color. Wonder what he's doing? Ask!=-

Comments

[golden_hawke]

They must be made with your whole heart committed. And balanced as a leaf in a tree.

-=looks up for a moment, then back to his work, his voice tense.=-

Yes. Very much so.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

A leaf in a tree. I like it.

[She pauses.]

Oh. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry.

[golden_hawke]

-=shakes his head.=-

My heart hurts because I miss him, not because it is difficult to remember.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

No... I... That's what I meant. I didn't want to hurt.

[golden_hawke]

It is fine. It is not a bad hurt.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

Oh. I'm glad it's not a bad hurt.

...So there's a good hurt?

[golden_hawke]

Yes. It makes me happy to know that I have a reason to hurt. It leaves me with hope that one day it will end, and I will be home.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

I never thought about it like that. It makes a lot of sense. But isn't it hard to always think like that?

[golden_hawke]

It is better to face things and not fear them. A sign of fear is hiding. I would rather not hide from my feelings, but embrace them.

It is something I have always been taught.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

I think there's a difference between not embracing and hiding from. But I haven't lost anyone that close, so maybe I don't know.

[golden_hawke]

It is possible. One tends to now know what they have until it is gone.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I'm going to selfishly hope that I don't hurt that much.

[golden_hawke]

-=Small, wry smile=-


As you wish.

[heavenlykunai.livejournal.com]

[She shrugs with a small smile back, as if to say there's not much choice in the matter.]