[accidental video]

[golden_hawke]

-=The young man is seated on a roof, looking up at the moons overhead, studying their various phases. He appears to be lost in thought, a whole gamut of emotions passing over his face; from sadness to longing, despair and finally determination, he wipes his face with the back of one hand, sniffing softly.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[He turns his head to the distance and knows what heartsick feels like. He's felt it before.]

I'm sorry.

[He looks back to Hawke when he saw something that the Animus has done and lowers his head.]

Is it because everyone has someone?

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[golden_hawke]

I have someone. But I miss tails and scales, and... -=sighs softly. It's been a year, now.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

Oh.

[He had an idea what Hawke was referring to but he didn't fully understand the need.]

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[golden_hawke]

-=Tries for another smile, though.=-

You are doing well, Edward? There have been no more problems here?

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[He shakes his head slowly.]

No. I am okay.

[He looks to the horizon and nods.]

The moon...is a good listener.

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[golden_hawke]

-=looks back to the sky.=-

Yes, the moon is a good listener.

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[He turned to face Hawke and pressed his forehead against his "brother".]

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[golden_hawke]

-=a soft sigh, and he closes his eyes. He presses back, nuzzling slightly before moving to wind his arms around Edward's waist for a tight hug.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[This is the first time he's ever felt a hug like this and was shocked. His eyes widen at first then close. It felt comforting to him to be touched and his arms moved up slowly to embrace Hawke with his hands pointed away from the body to keep from accidentally cutting Hawke.]

I'm sorry.

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[golden_hawke]

-=The words just force some odd, painful sound in Hawke's throat and he shifts to hide his face in the strange fabric Edward wore. He feels Edward's arms encircle him and he shudders.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[He remains still and quiet as he feels Hawke shudder from the tears. He felt the same way once when his father had died and the pain was starting to surface.]

Brother...everything...will be okay.

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[golden_hawke]

-=it's a long five minutes before he speaks.=-


It will be okay.


-=a shuddering sigh and he rests his chin on Edward, not moving otherwise.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[He didn't understand the impact of his own presence when Hawke was there for him time and time again when he felt uncertain after Saul. It was his turn to repay the kindness. He places his chin on Hawke's shoulder and closes his eyes.]

Yes.

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[golden_hawke]

Thank you... for being here.

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

We're....family.

[He nods and smiles as warmly as he can manage.]

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[golden_hawke]

Family is everything. -=a small, true smile this time as his hair falls into his face.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

Yes.

[He understood this clearly and nods in reassurance.]

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[golden_hawke]

-=Feels compelled to press his teeth up against the others jaw, but settles for pressing his temple against Edward's. This is good.=-

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[shy-blade.livejournal.com]

[His blades scrape each other softly, breaking the silence.]