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golden_hawke--best that you are no longer here. -=it sounds like Hawke is speaking to someone, but there's no one visible from the PCD's angle.=-
There are humans here, and while they do not know you, you would not be happy. It is... good, too.. you will not remember. -=his hands are cradling some feathers that don't look native here. And a strip of leather.=-
I will remember. Always.
[[OOC: FYI, while the log hasn't finished, Hawke accidently killed Saul while everyone tried to contain him after setting Sasuke's house on fire. So not only is he dealing with Sohl gone, he's trying to deal with the fact that he killed someone.]]
There are humans here, and while they do not know you, you would not be happy. It is... good, too.. you will not remember. -=his hands are cradling some feathers that don't look native here. And a strip of leather.=-
I will remember. Always.
[[OOC: FYI, while the log hasn't finished, Hawke accidently killed Saul while everyone tried to contain him after setting Sasuke's house on fire. So not only is he dealing with Sohl gone, he's trying to deal with the fact that he killed someone.]]
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Date: 2010-05-08 09:13 pm (UTC)I did not want this. People say that I take credit. Others say that I should not. I do not know what to do. My thoughts... they do not belong in their world. They do not understand.
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Date: 2010-05-08 09:16 pm (UTC)[She threads her fingers through his hair slowly.]
Was it the firt time you killed a human being ?
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Date: 2010-05-08 09:24 pm (UTC)-=his voice breaks and he scoots closer.=-
Long ago... my mother asked Shai to train me. To teach me to be good and not use my magic to kill or harm. I feel... I have disappointed them.
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Date: 2010-05-08 09:44 pm (UTC)[He's close enough now that she can wrap an arm around his shoulders.]
It does not make you a bad person. If a bad decision or a mistake turned one into a bad person, there wouldn't be many good people left in the world.
In the end, you do not, indeed, bear the responsibility alone. But your feelings are your own to come to terms with. Do not let others decide for you.
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Date: 2010-05-08 09:53 pm (UTC)He will come back. He may try to hurt those I love to get back at me. Fear does not h-hold me. It holds... holds Edward and the others. -=He wraps his arms around her, shuddering hard.=-
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Date: 2010-05-08 10:06 pm (UTC)[She all but pets him. It must be difficult for him, facing this as the only person from his world is gone.]
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Date: 2010-05-08 10:24 pm (UTC)...
I know.
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Date: 2010-05-09 06:33 pm (UTC)Here.
[She holds out a hand to grab the teapot and pours the infusion into a goblet, handing it to him.]
This is my first try with the native plants, and you're the first person to try it, so I hope it helps. It is supposed to be relaxing and soothing.
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Date: 2010-05-09 06:39 pm (UTC)-=he holds the goblet with both hands, taking comfort in the warmth. He stares at it for a while, not really paying attention, still leaning against Unohana.=-
I did not want to bring harm to my friends.
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Date: 2010-05-09 09:49 pm (UTC)[She pets his hair, and nudges the goblet.]
Drink up, Hawke-san. It will help.
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Date: 2010-05-09 09:58 pm (UTC)It is good. Thank you.
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Date: 2010-05-10 01:00 pm (UTC)[She takes a sip of her own, savoring the taste.]
Not my best creation, but not so bad for a first try, I would say.
Do not burden yourself too much, Hawke-san.
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Date: 2010-05-10 05:37 pm (UTC)Those are words I would tell Shai when he becomes quiet and his thoughts loud.
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Date: 2010-05-11 02:41 pm (UTC)Know what is in your heart, and do not let it paralyze you, but use to protect what is precious to you. That's the only piece of advice I can give.
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Date: 2010-05-12 12:28 am (UTC)What is paral-eyes?
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Date: 2010-05-13 07:33 pm (UTC)[Unohana thinks for a minute ...]
It means that something is preventing you from moving, keeping immobile.
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Date: 2010-05-14 05:47 pm (UTC)So, whatever your feelings might be, you must not let them turn you into stone. You must use them to move on.
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Date: 2010-05-14 07:40 pm (UTC)[Offline
Date: 2010-05-15 07:25 pm (UTC)[She takes her teapot and looks at him quetsioningly, in case he wants more.]
((OOC : We have more than twenty comments, so we can post that into the log comm if you want, when it's finished.))
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Date: 2010-05-15 08:07 pm (UTC)[[if you want! I don't mind either way.]]
OOC
Date: 2010-05-17 09:07 am (UTC)Re: OOC
Date: 2010-05-17 11:23 am (UTC)OOC
Date: 2010-05-17 08:22 pm (UTC)